forced to suck back my tears and swallow the hurt and put on a professional face and head back for trial
a few more hours of dealing with someone else’s problems
until I return to my own
I want to badly to escape, to not exist, to rid myself of these feelings of pain
4rba:
a jog along the coast, dim sum at a quiet corner, cookies and milk while watching the Pokémon movie and listening to the rain outside
(via worshipgifs)
having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer
to love and be loved is to rest
(via schuylerpeck)
had one of the best nights in a long while: iced smoothies with fresh fruits, slight detour to macs before having nuggets in the car with JJ Lin jazz music, going for a long walk by the beach with easy laughter and the pale soft hues under the sunset. days of heaven on earth with you.
(via theglasschild)
You break patterns by responding differently.
(via theglasschild)
Michael | @michaelkagerer
when did it get so hard / I retrace our steps, run my fingers through the memories, squint at old pictures / trying, trying to pinpoint the exact moment that everything shifted / the exact moment when the world as I knew it spun out of focus / because God knows, I’ve tried / tried so hard it has killed me over and over again / tried to bend things back to the way it was before / but maybe there’s no going back / I’m the only one who has been left behind
Robert Butler | @r.a_butler
10 days of trial starts next week and already I am missing the comfort of being able to put on a lush mask while sipping a steaming hot cup of tea while writing submissions ///////
